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Proper placement of the people of the realm Tags: Proper placement of the people of the realm
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I don't look like I want to exceed the perfect placement of places in the place of plactatude but I'm a true person of performance who can perform the plausible placement of people in the realm. They need to be placed within their jurisdiction of prosperity and vast greatness of actual actuality. The place of the Gods and the Pharaohs. The place these people reside is far beneath their standards and need to be lifted to a heightened height of aplattitudinal altitude that has never before been seen. For now we wait but when the time comes things will manifest themselves to the position of extreme naturality of naturalness that will out enhance anything their ever was ever. If you can't stand the wait your one of the many but time is a submit-tale occurrence that is an absolute absolutal rectified rectification that can't be configured.


Time Tags: Time
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Time is the tell tale physics model that allows the distance between to linear points. To tell time is there and does infact exist you must witness the distance between any two points change.If anything changes then time has been a factor. To change time without the physical world is impossible because if nothing changes time can not exist. If I changed time to a quicker pace the physical world would not allow it because time set on a scale like ours is already based on the amount the physical world can react. It is a concrete absolute fundamental that can not vary.If you traveled at the speed of light everything around you would slow cause you are moving at a constant pace with time. Therefore it would seem that less time would pass in actuality you have kept pace with time so everything around you has slowed where as you have actually sped up. The cause of time is based on the fact that to allow something to coexist their has to be some kind of reaction. Therefore time is an absolute must and must exist in every realm throughout the universe. Time and gravity relate by gravity allowing time to basically set its fundamental properties. Everything within gravity works at a certain time within a certain time.
To travel at the speed of light one must become a particle at which one could travel at such a speed. Traveling at the speed of light in our present state will not be possible. Warping the space between two distances is a phenomenon that is possible however crossing from one warped location to another is not possible due to the fact that if you where in a warped area of space you two would become warped.I don't believe it will ever be possible for humans to physically travel outside of our solar system due to the fact that it is much to great a distance. However I do believe that they will be able to communicate with other civilizations in other solar systems through light speed communications. I do in fact believe that the speed of light or there around is the speed mit which all matter can achieve. It will not be possible to travel faster.


The new world order Tags: The new world order
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There will be a manifestation of the realm in which we live when the world will become a more positive place to reside. When the world does manifest itself people will look to the person in charge and wonder why he has come into power. There will be only one explanation. There was a ruler of facets whom could look to the universe and see the realm for what it was. A place of deliberate decadence that was brought forth by a being of superior intelligence. In order for that realm to have a continual renewal of corvoidance in which it can be controlled there has to be an element of manipulation. This element can bring about the most evolutionary facets of distinguishable difference from even the norm in which we live. Once the element has been completely manipulated to bring forth a new provision, then the world in which we know will alter to the point of preponderance of persuasion of the person who has set forth the dialogue of distinguishable differences, that will evidently make the mark of the seclusion, from which we all have come to now as the normal normality, we have come to expect. Once this happens we will all see the governance of governance under his control. This is to be a new proponent that will be welcome by some and resented by others. Those who resent this have their reasons as do those who look to the changes as a positive. The way you view the undeniable decadence of the new order of control will depend on your own personal placement of diligence in which you where or are placed.


The vector of the realm of reality Tags: The vector of the realm of reality
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I don't expect to expect the realm of reality is a realm of reality. There has to be something binding everything that's everything together. I expect that to be a plausible contemplation of something that I could never contemplate due to the fact that is beyond my aptitude to comprehend. I do have an understanding to be certain that is a compilation of the way in which the world in which we live tends to work and with this understanding I can understand the the vector of the summarization of this realm is something like a computer simulation that can or can't be manipulated to a degree of certainty that can only be progressed over time with a correspondence of the factor in which time resides.



Element of completion Tags: Element of completion
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Anything that can happen happens because an element of completion that has taken place to bring about the elements complete corvoidance with the realm it resides. Once the fraction of completion is brought into existence and placed in the proper place the fraction brings about the life of something that has to come into effect that will bring in a corvoidance with the realm of all that has happened including the effect in which all is real and has come to be. Once the fraction joins the other fractions you have a completion and that completion is the effect of fraction of factions coming into place. Those factions are the world in which we see and the events that take place. In order for us to manipulate those factions we have to either add something or take something away. The same thing that has to occur for any change to take place any where in the universe. If the change that takes place is favorable for you to accept then you may want to leave that faction the way it is. If the change is unfavorable you may want to add something or take something away.


War Tags: war
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War is a dependence fortitude of the political whim of those in need of a restructring of the realm in which they reside. If they feel they have gone far enough down the road of contenation that they have no other oppurtunity other than to fight then war is a neccessary mandate. If you Decide to go through war and battle the enemy then you need to have a reasonable out come of sucess in mind. Your gains should be great and your casualties manageable. If you feel you can't manage the casualties of your withstanding then you should reconsider this possibile scenario but in a war fought on the gounds of desperation their can be no loss considered to great to withstand.


To war Tags: To war
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To war is a clamity but to bring it is to seek a contendation that wouldn't ever suffice unless there was an outcome of fortitude. If the outcome is less than gratifying which it usually is then the war itself had no positive survitude unless graciously determined the outcome of the winner that all is to prosper in prosperity of abundance that wouldn't ever  upset either winners nor losers. That is why all wars are fought to the death or the unconditional surrender of at least one of the participating parties. There will be no conclusion of surrender unless there is a complete abidence of the winners terms. If you wish to war with people you have to understand that this is the outcome that will most likely occur. When I war with an oppenent I don't have to kill you as much as I have to persuade you to give up your fight and let myself make the commandments of which to honor. If those commandments aren't honered then we will continue to battle until you have either taken my commandments as law or you are to kill me. I myself won't ever surrender due to the fact to follow the laws of others only brings me to a place of condemnation and immotional turmoil that I myself can't stand to bear. Those that say this is pig headed or stubborn have only to understand that if you give in to the terms of others you will forever be subject to any future terms they wish to incorporate. This is the type of open ended agreement you make whenever you agree to abide by the laws of a party who doesn't always have your best interest in mind. This is usally realized to late by a surrendering proponet and they often wish they had to continued to fight for the terms of surrender are always modified to suit the wants and needs of the winner. If you find yourself on the losing end of a battle don't ever surrender without making sure that the terms are guaranteed if you can do so but how to guarantee them is the question. If you get a guarantee then you need to take some insurance that they stick to their word. This is always and ever completely impossible in a world in which you have nothing to offer and they have nothing to lose. I you want my opinion then the world will continue to be what it is and has always been. A world where the powerful rule for as long as they can, take what they want and continue to pacify the losers with as what little they can. Never underestimate the greed and the lust for power of the ruling party. For as long as they can they will triumph with such vast greatness that people will forever realize that they and they alone where the ruling party. If you happen to become the ruling party through dilligence and forthcoming advancements don't hesitate to take what is yours for it belongs to you for your strength your courage and your bravery. If you should be a losing party don't hesitate to realize you lost. Take what is given to you and ask for nothing.


The World Ruler Tags: The World Ruler
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They will wonder who I am longer after I'm gone but the legend will live on. They will speak of me and ask the person was this person. For he is the person who was the person who was the person. Long live the legend. Long live the forever tale of the one peron who would conquer all and be the one undisputed ruler in all of history. The story will live forever but the man could only live his life as short as that was he definately made his mark. Threaten him if you wish for all will come to know him as their ruler. For the good and the bad their is nobody who could tell him how to live. His life was completely his own to do entirly as he wished. Lets hope he makes some good decisions.


The story Jesus and Judah Tags: The story Jesus and Judah
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If you want to understand the true meaning of life you have to look to the story of Judah and Jesus. Judah was a baptist and Jesus was a jew. Jesus looked at Judah and said how about you baptise me. Judah looked at Jesus and said "for what reason?" Jesus replied back "So I can understand you and your customs." Judah baptised Jesus and said "you are now one of us." Jesus said "thank you Judah but you have always been one of my people and always will be." Judah replied "but I'm not a jew" and Jesus replied "you be anybody you wish to be, Judah and remain in the house of the Lord for all your days". and so he did with his people and their people and all people who would do Gods will. Judah wa suprised at Jesus when Jesus said this and he said "why would you want me" and Jesus said "because a friend of my fathers is a friend of mine" and Judah said "but I don't know your Father" and Jesus said "of course you do" and Judah said "but I have never met him and Jesus said you have Judah you just don't remember". "Where can I find him?" asked Judah and Jesus said "he is among us" and Judah looked around and said "which one? and Jesus replied "well all of them for they where all created in the image of my father." "In what way?" asked Judah. "In very very many ways" said Jesus. "I see" said Judah. "So your father looked like us?" "He looked diffrent but he felt the same way as all the people feel." "With love in his heart for each and every person on the earth." "Even the bad? said Judah. "Yes even them" replied Jesus. "Why?" asked Judah. "Because they no not the error of their ways." "Then we shall tell them" said Judah. "and so we shall" replied Jesus and to this day they are trying to instruct. God bless them and their lofty goals to bring peace on earth and good will towards men. For it is with their guidance that we set forth on a journey that nobody on earth really understands but in their eyes their can be no wrong only the people of the Lord to share with us their lives and stories as we travel throughout our own.


The possibilities of occurance Tags: The possibilities of occurance
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I look forward to seeing the possibilities of the ocurance of all there is to see. Many secrets have been kept that will be unearthed. Eventually they wil all be revealed. I listen to the sound of possibilities. A possibility sounds something like a diverse assortment of diffrent things. The noise things make brings me to a place of enjoyment and takes me back to a time when things seemed much more cut and dry. Today things seem much more complicated and confusing.The sounds of things from my childhood can make me feel like things have regressed back to the time of ease of thought and less chaotic beliefs of the world and it's current state. To forget all that I have learned would bring me to a state of simplistic existance but alas my knowledge is permanent and will reamin for all of my days. To forget would bring bliss but also an ignorance of extremeity that could only cause bewilderment. To be bewildered is to be confused or uncertain and this is best to be avoided. If you wish to avoid confusion look for the answers to all that leaves you with a curiosity of appeal and a question of complexity. There is no way you could ever solve all thee agonizing questions that plague your own mind. This alone can bring extreme mental unrest and will cause some people to constantly search for the answers throughout their entire life.


The game Tags: The game
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Don't ever let the game become anything other than a game. We where put here for a purpose and that purpose was the game. This why where here and there is no other reason. Have fun with it enjoy it and don't ever question the motive. Anybody who feels different will look back at this and realize they took it and themselves much to seriously. Live, love and give back but don't give to much of yourself that you feel you have lost who you are. The purpose is to belong in a community and not to let the community belong to you but to expect the others will define their own purpose. Don't tell them who they are and don't let them explain themselves to the point they are over explaining. Just accept everybody for their own personal beliefs. I wish the best to all of you and I hope things turn out to be great in the end as I know they will. If you look to the horizon be one with the world and don't let yourself be consumed by the hatred of insecurities that plague even the most confident people. We all have our faults and our weaknesses. Mine is that I can't see the good in some of the people who rule the earth but I know they have to have some kind of a righteous purpose other than their own egos for their actions. Anyways we can only hope. I know that when I look at life as the beginning of the journey I have to look at the rest of the world and say some have to believe this is the end.


Complete Compliance Tags: Complete Compliance
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Don't ever question the complete magnitude of servitude of several of the jurisdictions of compliant compliance. They have the right to do anything they wish but if they wish to do something they have to ask for the right to do so. If that right is denied they won't act out their desires for fear of retalation of the extreme higher being whoever that may be. In this retrospect the world is all being controled by one authoritive power. The power of prowess doesn't claim to be who they are for fear of retalation of the masses. They remain hidden due to the extreme defiance of some of the realm to their authoritive power. There are those that try to fight them but they don't have the might to overthrow such extreme forces of power. This usually results in th weaker powers being swiftly demolished. To this day they will claim to be a dorment fraction of the government of the world when in all actuality they remain in complete control. To end this reighn of power by these forces there will have to be a person or persons who know who they are and I expect that they have in fact told noone who they might be. Several suspect I am sure but knowone has definitive proof. This lack of certainty is their number one method of defense. It's hard to fight an unknown foe. As for their motivation I would suspect it is the same motivation that any ruler would have. To live long and prosper in the greatest of wealth triumph and prosperity. They have no struggles no trials no tribulations and don't ever want for a person place or thing for all of the earth is at there disposal. As for their family and friends they will dominate the earth as the rulers and kings that take what they want and live the life of plenty. As for their reighn their days are numbered their time of complete conquest is soon to be over and the world will look to a new leader to guide them through the times of crises and critical turmoil that is sure to follow throughout the years of restructure of the earth and it's resources. If you have something of great importance to you I suggest that you place it in a place that only you would know of and come back for it when it is over. There will be no time for material items and things to be gathered as you move from your place of residence to your new home which will be amongst the others who you have known throughout your life. No one will be hurt and no one wil be killed or imprisoned but your leader will demand complete compliance from each and every person on earth.


Cognititve thinking Tags: Cognititve thinking
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I didn't ever feel dismissive about my life but there where times when I could dismiss things for reasons I never even knew.  If there is something you don't care about that you should you can't condemn yourself for not caring. Somethings matter and some things don't at least to some people. If you want  to understand why that is you would have to understand the persons persona. My own persona is one of pertenential beliefs, The belief that all things good and bad can happen for any reason. If bad things happen you have to let it go. Don't dwell upon it. That will make you unhappy. You have to look at it dismiss it and move on. The past is the past and the future is certainly to have more of the good and the bad in store be ready but don't over indulge in the future either. The best thing to do is live in the present at the moment of consciousness concious, where your mind is physically and physiologicaly. Becoming to involved with cognotive thought will over illuminate a diffrent part of your life that you can' t even be at at the particualr time. Why go there. Stay within your realm and do whatever makes you happiest at the particular moment. Whatever that may be. People who do always look to the future or dwell on the past go through life in momentary cognocios and don't really interact as much with the world around them. Don't be one of these people. Try to take in your surroundings as much as you can for the things that surround you are what matter in a manner of speaking. If your unhappy with your surroundings ask yourself why that is and move to a new location. If your having problems relocating yourself ask yourself why that is. If there is a reason ask yourself whats the reason for the reason. If there is a reason beyond your control learn to accept that. If there is a reason you can manage manage it to the best of your ability. Don't look back and don't live with regrets. The better you feel about yourself the better off you will be. Don't let others influence your opinion of yourself. Your own view is the only view that matters. As long as you feel you are a person that meets your expectations then others have to accpet you for who you are. Believe it or not your are exactly who you are suppose to be.


Have a plan that can't be thwarted. Tags: Have a plan that can't be thwarted.
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If you look for the future to come around and be a place of fortitude and prosperity you have to look at how this is gonna happen. If you feel like I do you will discover the plan is a plan of substantial gain but is to be manipulated by the person who has the plan. To manipulate a plan is to look at the plan and render the the plan a plan of robust outwardly development that you and you alone can administer. When you administer your plan you have to be entirely sure that your plan can't be thwarted by any opposing opposition. You have to look at the opposition and plan that they will plan to stop your advancements to the best of their ability. Thus a plan that is going to be administered has to have a plan of conditionality if and any event should occur.


There was a place in time that time stopped looked and progressed Tags: There was a place in time that time stopped looked and progressed
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There was a place in time that time stopped looked and progressed. They would say well how could that happen but I know it did. How did time look at itself? It looked by imagining the concoction of dillusion and what has been dilluded. In order to have a dillusion of time you have to have a paradox of the norm. A paradox is created when two things can be distingushly happening at diffent locations but at the same time. It is a place where the road divides it self and either path can lead to diffrent places in time. This is how the universe works. Make one decision it sets off a change in events that lead to one point in time, make a diffrent decision it will lead you someplace diffrent in time. By looking at these locations one can confidently say that you will end up in either location depending on your decesion. Once you have travelled to your destination another decision will present itself to you further progressing you forward and so on and so on. In order for time to stop you have to make no decisions and sit in one place with absolutely nothing happening. As impossible as this seems it could happen if all the world was to come to an end. If the world comes to an end and all life has ceased to exist time has in all retrospect come to a halt. When this happens time will look at itself and have to make a decision of it's own. This decision will be to resume it's existence and recreate another space time continium that will support life or whether to remain irrelevant. I doubt time will want to remain irrelevant so time will look at itself and recreate another world in which time can control the events which will take place. In order for time to do this time will have to change the events in time by adding something somehow to the realm in which it controls. The one thing time needs to set forth a new beginning is the one thing time needed in the past. The only thing needed is a beginning and an end. To begin time will add to the realm a start of life. A simple seed a molecule that will progress and evolve beyond the greatest imagination of even the greatest minds to ever exist. To have an end time only needs something to bring to an end the existance of all the seeds that have been set forth by the one seed time introduced. But why would time do this? The reason is beyond the understanding of the minds of this realm and we will likely never know the reason. All we can do is accept that this is time and time is beyond the comparison of anything we have ever imagined. To understand time you have to understand the actual creation of all which is known to man and for that to happen you would have to become a billion times smarter than we already are. To become a billion times smarter we would have to recreate our own brains to the point of all the brain power and all the computer power ever known to man and although this seems possible I highly doubt that it is. The reason I don't think it's possible is because the laws of the universe won't allow it due to the fact that if you ever where to get that smart you would be smarter than even the being who created the realm in which we live.


The world of unrest Tags: The world of unrest
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I listen to the sound of possibilities. A possibility sounds something like a diverse assortment of different things. The noise things make brings me to a place of enjoyment and takes me back to a time when things seemed much more cut and dry. Today things seem much more complicated and confusing.The sounds of things from my childhood can make me feel like things have regressed back to the time of ease of thought and less chaotic beliefs of the world and it's current state. To forget all that I have learned would bring me to a state of simplistic existence but alas my knowledge is permanent and will remain for all of my days. To forget would bring bliss but also an ignorance of extremity that could only cause bewilderment. To be bewildered is to be confused or uncertain and this is best to be avoided. If you wish to avoid confusion look for the answers to all that leaves you with a curiosity of appeal and a question of complexity. There is no way you could ever solve all thee agonizing questions that plague your own mind. This alone can bring extreme mental unrest and will cause some people to constantly search for the answers throughout their entire life.


The new life. Tags: The new life.
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There wasn't any chance of survival. Death was imminant and I was looking at the for front of a new beginning. Excitement coursed through my mind and I felt rejuvinated with a vigor I hadn't felt in all of my years. As I passed through the realm of the living to the realm of the deceased I realized I was still alive. There was something there but it wasn't the world I was used to. I looked upon the new world as if it was going to be something that would last but it was not to be. Everything went black and then there was a bright light. I awoke in a place that was unrecognizable. There where beings there but they weren't human. I soon realized I was one of them. I had taken on a new cellestial body and a new persona. I know longer even felt like myself. I knew who I was but I didn't even think the same. My thoughts came diffrently but they where still understandable. It wasn't a new language that made them seem foreighn but it was the fact that I would think them at all.  In my former life I never thought like this and I had completely diffrent feelings about those thoughts. What was this and what had I become. A new persona a new body and an entirely new life. I couldn't wait to get started to see what adventures would be bestowed upon me throughout.


Don't despair Tags: Don't despair
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Don't despair cause everything that happens happens for a reason. If you look at life as a place of time and a series of events you will realize that through time events have to happen. There is no person who doesn't have events good and bad throughout their life. If you look at somebody who always seems happy and wonder how it is that they seem to have such a wonderful life I would look at all the events taking place in their life and wonder how it is these events have transpired. You will come to the realization that nobody has the perfect sequence of events throughout their life but some people can handle things on different levels. I think people who mange best are the ones that seem indifferent to the events that have transpired. Taking an unattached view of your world and things around you seems to be the most effective way for staying happy.


A place in time. Tags: A place in time.
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There was a place in time when the truth was present. That time has passed and the time for the truth to become present again is upon us. No more waiting. People wonder the real reason for everything in reality to have come to the point it is at. The truth is that the need for all that is here to be the way it is has been a lie. There is no need for the world to be the way it is but people don't realize cause they can't see the world for what it is. The world has become a cold dark place where only the strong live in prosperity. They look to the weak as if it is there own fault for there short comings. They point the finger and lie about the reasons the poor and weak have so little. They act like their success has been earned by hard work and shear determination. This all is a lie. They have taken the resources of the earth and put claim to all that it bears. If you ask for resources they insist that they can't allow you to have the resources cause they haven't been earned. The earth resources aren't for the minority of the people of the world to own and dole out as they seem fit the earth belongs to everybody and all the people should have an equal share. If you tell this to the people who live in abundance they will lie. They would say this can never happen or it just wouldn't work. They say this because they aren't willing to give up their own wealth even though their is plenty to go around. I hope eventually they look at themselves for who they are for they are greedy and very selfish. It pains me to say this but we have been duped by the world governments and the lies they have told us. They favor the wealthy and the minority why they lie and say they are for the majority of the people. I'm sorry but this is a very sad occurrence. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive them as I will. I can forgive almost anything but I can only forgive them after they have paid their penance and repent.


The road that I've travelled Tags: The road that I've travelled
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Everyday I come to the same conclusion. The harder you try the faster you die. The faster you die the sooner you go and when you look back at life you'll wander the road that you took and wonder the why as to why you went the way that you did. As I wander the road I look forward with anticipation and look back with remorse. Never again the same mistakes will I make is always in my mind and all the time in my mind I look to the future. As I make the past the distant past and and struggle to make the future the destination I want it to be. My struggles are real but they seem pointless for in the end the destination is always the same. As it grows nearer I wonder what the final destination will be. How long will it be before I reach it and what consequences will be bestowed upon me for the life that I've lead.


You be the damned of the damned Tags: You be the damned of the damned
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I was the damned of them all, the verdict was in I had but only myself now to blame. I felt from the heart that the trip was all through I had lost the one fight I couldn't dam lose. I'm the damned of the damned I new from the past that this time the penalty would be life long and lasting, probably longer than any of you could ever imagine. I have imagined the worst but I knew even that was never gonna compare what was gonna dam happen. I was subject to pain and the truth was it was more probable pain than any man felt. When I felt that pain I fought the urge to give in to temptation. I had to hold in that one thing that kept me alive the secret of the world and everything hidden. I felt the tearing of skin the burning of fire but I knew if I ever damn let it go now then I had lost the battle of battles. I had to hold out as long as I could and I held out forever or as long as I should. I died with my secret even now then to die with this secret meant excruciating damn pain. I'm stronger than them I held back the truth and there wasn't' anything now or then they could do. What was the secret well you'll never dam know cause I don't think I would ever tell any of you. Not that I couldn't but I wouldn't because it's my secret and it protects all that I own and if you ever get it believe me you won't. The secret has to be earned and you fail the test to have a secret like this you have to confess and you never would. You would hold it all in until the day that you die you have your own secrets you cover with lies. If that secret comes out I  know what you would do you would look at each other and wonder the who and the what and the why but the truth is it's you, you where part of it too and if you ever admit that you would have to admit you have only yourself to blame for the state we're all in.


The Coming Tags: The Coming
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Today could have been better. In order to form a more perfect union I did what I had to do. For those who don't understand I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. There will come a time when all those created equal have dispelled the notion that some of us are better than the rest until that happens I have taken matters into my own hands.When the world changes there will be a split and those who are divided at the tops and the bottoms by the other half will wonder what has happened. It is a perfectly logical occurrence with the meek at the top and the once strong at the bottom. The exact opposite the world is now. If you feel like you have been struggling and not making ends meet congratulations that struggle will soon be over. If you are at the top of the world now looking down at the rest of the world your treachery is about to begin. In my mind this treachery is well deserved and you should understand the reason.


To be denounced Tags: To be denounced
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    I have said this before and I will say it again. To be denounced is to be ridiculed by a person for that persons own well being or social stature. I have been denounced many times but to stand for such in justice will never suffice. I have ridiculed many and to this day to my own personal dismay I have seen the turmoil it will cause another. To brainwash a person against another person is a social injustice and should never be tolerated. Throughout history it has shown to many times bring cruelty and injustice to a social class of people. I will not tolerate or should yourselves or others. To disrespect me should be to die, among the living you no longer belong because you have become something that will breed and spread to the minds of others. Do not wish to harm me by defamation thou will not tolerate this as I swear to punish those who cause me damages. As I personally abide by my own rules and wish you no harm but will respect your self image as you will respect mine.


Today is the day Tags: Today is the day
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I found myself far from where it began. I looked back to the beginning to see how far I had come. It was a long walk back to where I had started from. To turn back now was a ridiculous thought. The longer I walked the more my legs hurt. I started ahead again on a brisk pace and new that the further I went the faster it'd go. I had heard that along my way many times. I'm not sure if I even truly believed it. Did it go faster, and if so how was that possible? I would have to see for myself when I get there I guessed. To have come this far was a testament to my own resolve at least I knew that much. Many times I had wanted to quit. I wouldn't have come this far but it was just to much despair inside of me if I had to go back to my humble beginnings. I had accomplished so much as if that really mattered. What did matter was the place I had started was as uncomfortable as uncomfortable could be and I could bear the uncomfortableness no longer. I had to move onward an upward so I had thought. To move upward was a figurative thought and to me it meant to move to a more comfortable position as if this was comfortable and so it seems that the distance traveled was all in my head. For it must be because the more I traveled the more obstacles stood in my way from achieving my goal. The goal, that was the motivation. The motivation was there to help me achieve the goal but the goal once reached seemed no longer like a goal at all but more like a milestone. Alas to some day find the true treasure and what was that treasure to be. For something would motivate me upon my way, the goal so it be called I suppose was worth all the effort if it in fact it could be attained. I have for one have never been satisfied with the end results or for the journey traveled for which it was obtained. It seemed tedious to me. Far to much effort for such little reward but unbenounced to me somebody somewhere was supposedly enjoying it. For who they are I didn't know nor did I care.  I just wanted it to be over and the sooner the better.


This is the fight of all fights Tags: This is the fight of all fights
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Today was the day when Rome came around full force besieged full forces down. The war was all started the beginning and end and to lose all the fight was to lose all the men. Today it all started the fight worth the fight the mightiest might was the might of the might. I put my own place with the men and the warriors. I was first  inline for the in store of the the fight and I was the first inline to feel the might of the night. I wheedled my sword and shield and plunged to my death and this is what I said with my very last breath. I came as a warrior and I leave as one too but tonight was the night that my life is all thru. I won many battles I fought with the best and to lose this battle I'd have to come to my rest. I besieged many cities I fought long and hard I have struggled in battles only to lose only yards. I never before went to my knees and to lose only battles was to lose only to ones fear and I have never lost ever. As my own life is a true mirror of the truth and the one who had won because to lose I would have to be done and finished and I wasn't to this very day. To beat me is to kill me and then only then can you call it a victory I said to my very last friend. He replied back to know you is to respect you my friend as the truth is that I've fought many of men but only to you would I kneel for the art slow to know you is to fear you only I've come to love you like a brother and the true end is here it is only to lose you as my friend is my lonely last fear. As I felt the sword plunge I looked to my left and I saw the collapse of my lonely last friend. I looked at the night the fight was a fight and I soon realized my last night was this night. To look upon the night now I knew only then to believe in ones self you had to believe it would end. I always believed that it would I always believed the true truth that to besiege ones fear one had to conquer the notion that life is a battle up hill or not to lose the battle was to quit the one fight you couldn't dam stop. I relished the fact that I went out with a fight and I relished the fact that to this very night I had to believe that the true end was near to win the fight was to win over fear. I had beaten it then and to this very day I have conquered my fear and lived my life full cause without fear holding me hostage I was free. Free to be me. Free to fight fights and free to be the one person with the might of the might.


I have to tell you this Tags: I have to tell you this
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I came across her in a clearing she was standing there alone and I knew she was waiting for someone. I knew who it be she was waiting for too. She was waiting for me and I was waiting for her to notice I was there. I cleared my throat loudly and asked if she was alone. She answered not any more and gazed hard into my eyes. I couldn't have hurt her if I tried and I knew she knew that. I asked her to come with me for there was a better spot just up ahead. She nodded and said I'll follow you anywhere. We set off at a soft pace and looking far beyond I could see the clearing I had in mind. I asked her if she was afraid of me and she nodded to the scar on my arm. "What happened? " She asked. I told her about the battle I'd been in and relayed more than I had ever intended. she knew where I'd been and that was not comforting for I had killed many in battle. The scar left a remnant  deep in my soul of a scar that would never be gone. To kill another man was the true sign off a warrior and I knew I was a fierce a warrior as any. She knew it too and to talk about it brought turmoil and anguish deep down inside. "So it is for the glory you battle?" she asked. "No I fight only to survive" I answered. She cried in my arms as she told me about the friends she had lost in war and trying to comfort her I had to explain the true meaning of life. "How can you kill so many" she asked. "To war is not to discriminate as to who is to die but to kill indiscriminately kill thy true enemy." I answered. I can understand only love she replied but war is to err. in my mind. To war is to survival as air is to live I conveyed. In this world it is to kill or to be killed. This leaves me with great sorry she stated. I agreed and touched her heart with  my hand. I feel your pain but to live is to die. I know she said and we both cried. I will live again and the next life shall be less painful I pray said I. I also she stammered for both of us have known great displeasure in this life and I for one can stand it no longer. Nor I. I replied. So we shall go she questioned with her voice and her eyes. So we shall I replied. We hugged tightly but gently and I could feel the turmoil as  I grasped her throat and squeezed firmly. She slipped into  the unconscious and I  being able to stand it no more plunged the blade deep into my heart. To pass into the beyond is always painful but to continue a futile existence with much pain and remorse was even more unbearable.


Before You Go Tags: Before You Go
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Believe me it's me and before you go remember what I told you about moving to slow. You should have sped up you should have moved quick the faster you move the more life's a trip. The more life's a trip the more you move fast and after it all you can never go back. I loved life myself. I had to go through with my head in the clouds and my self on the move. I thought I would get there I just didn't dam know that the faster you went the faster it'd go. You should have slowed down you should have done more for you you should have taken back the things that you do and went forward more slowly on the longer dam ride and believed me I know it we both friggen tried to enjoy it but the harder we tried the faster it went and we both kinda lied if we thought we where getting to where we getting to. So if you ever did get there please let me know. If  I got there the answer is a big fucking no I got basically to where everyone go. The end of the end the place they call death and I knew when I got there like everyone says you could have done if differently and if you fucking knew you probably would have done it differently too. Together we made it though through all the past together we made it let's neither look back. I wouldn't look back cause I know what I'll do have as many regrets as as many of you. If you say no regrets to this very day I would honestly say I'm completely dismayed. I have had so many regrets and as much as that is my life's going on and I'm only in my 30's still yet.


From The Beyond Tags: From The Beyond
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I have but the moment and time to move slow I felt from beyond the time the time that was gone. From beyond the time passed, the future was there and not going back from my never now fear, I looked to the future to make it all clear. It was the belief in oneself that fought only fear that brought me back to the realm and made every thing clear. The clearer it was the faster it grew and the life that I known and the people I knew move beyond distant they where now in the past and the whole world around me wouldn't' ever come back. I was gone to the after before the true end I had but one notion one message to send. I am here to tell you the secret of life don't ever look back and wonder the right or the wrong cause when you look back at your life it's to strong of a feeling of moral regrets and feelings of empty things that where there that just couldn't be and the thought that somewhere somebody would be judging all me. I came to the conclusion no matter the who  I just couldn't believe the things you could do and the things that you couldn't believe in your soul that people are real wherever you go.


Can be me or can be you. Either or myself or yourself you relate to this story any way you want. Tags: metaphorically speakings
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I was walking to the igloo when I saw her. She was a beautiful figure standing in the dawn sun. I loved her for the moment with my eyes and knew that the time passed even more slowly than I could have imagined. We where together for only a months time but I knew who she was more than I knew anybody of this planet I had met before. I told her things about myself I wouldn't share with my own soul. I felt her presence deep and strong and I knew from her own thoughts relayed through her tones and her expressions that she knew who I was more than I could ever have told her. To me she was the person that I couldn't ever have found but she was there some how and I could never have thanked him enough for what he had given me. A gift of the person who was a person I could never let go for even the thought of losing that person was to much to bare.
To this very day when I see her I feel like the two of us bonded in a way nobody could. If they ever felt what the two of us felt then they would know why I love her and the two of us part just wouldn't ever come. As strong as it was the bond could never be broken not by life not by death as god has thus spoken.


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